Monday, March 5, 2012

... wanting to make it all better....

got some very sad news just now... it was to be expected, that we would not be able to "rescue" everyone here at Hope for Life..
choices are choices, everyone has to make them for themselves.. I do understand very well that difficult circumstances will make abortion look like the only sensible and doable solution to the problem..
judging no one but rather heartbroken, because I know that this is not going to fix anything....
made sure this person knows we love her and are here for her anytime, no matter what...
the circumstances are what breaks my heart, the hopelessness that has been a reality for her all her life.. no one trustworthy has been in this girl's life ever...
so I cry out to you, Lord... are you out there for her???
what is your plan for her, Lord? what else could we have done for her?
couldn't erase all the experiences and put everything nicely in order for her with a bow around it... and you can be sure that's what I wish I could do... after all, I am a mother and I by instinct am the Rescue Helicopter ....
did all we could, prayed and reached out... this is what we will continue to do... pray and reach out and love.. because that's what we can, the rest is in His hands...
finding it VERY difficult to accept this... it seems we should have been able to do more for her...
really struggling with this now...
I am pleading with the Lord of Mercy and Love.... you say help is on the way... please Lord, have mercy on this girl... Love her and give her the security she needs ..... please...