... beautiful in His time???

... coming home was good... hugging my kids and my doggies... still running on Adrenalin... organizing dance costumes, makeup, hair stuff... somehow ending up organizing the basement... ( ? ) doing a load of laundry... running errands.. going to the Ortho with one child, taking the other to her Ballet Exam...parent teacher interviews  at night...groceries... dentist this morning...

situation in Switzerland good at first, another spike of the fever... and all that brings about... not nice to be so far away.... today things sounded better again... then worse in the evening... 2 CT scans of the abdomen,   a MRI of the brain, an Ultrasound of the heart... results: all is okay but fluid between the lungs and the rips... causing the cough and breathing difficulties, also the fever...

coming home to another set of problems on a totally different level, threatening and heart wrenching.... it seems, it never ends... everyone talks about me resting but somehow it is not possible....
longing for someone to just come and fix everything..... that's not gonna happen...
I am just so very, very tired and alone.... praying for all the different levels of difficulties in my life.... constantly... All things will be beautiful in His time...right???