sad / exciting moments this week as well.....
my oldest daughter... so grown up and accomplished and a great source of joy and pride... took possession of her own Condo and moved out FOR GOOD :*(
emotions are mixed because I am so happy for her, I also strongly believe that it is the right time for that, and yet... when is there ever a right time for your baby to move out of your "daily" life so to speak..
I remember 5 years ago... when she took the first steps into living her own life.. moving her into residency in Toronto... what I had dreaded so much turned into something not at all like I had imagined... she ended up coming home pretty much every weekend and Mami was a happy camper.. commuting for a few years with a year in an apartment in between.. this is the final step out of the nest... she is in full flight and it is a great thing... if it wasn't that sad as well...
home schooling for my youngest is proving more challenging than we first thought... a melt down, later a cry for help to a wonderful friend which is hopefully going to deal with that....
weekends and nights are the most difficult for a lonely single woman like myself... even the amazing open air service at the Georgetown Fall Fair made it once again painfully clear that I am just that: a single woman...
Well, I still believe that His plans are to prosper me and not to harm me, to give me a hope and a future.. which is beyond what I could come up for myself... when is the question... but I shall trust... what else can one do???
