Monday, August 8, 2011

... processing the weekend: TAKE ONE...

..didn't take my laptop, didn't really have internet most of the time... took some notes of what was happening everyday because there was so much going on...
arrived this afternoon and my girls, all three of them were actually at home tonite... one of them is leaving tomorrow for another visit with her Oma... so we went out for dinner to celebrate all 4 of us being together in the same country..
someone suggested the kids should take numbers because there was so much to talk about...
processing a weekend like the last ... not an easy thing to do... in the end, we all are glad that this is behind us... I am just thankful that they made it through being okay... prayers were answered and God was, OBVIOUSLY, faithful, like He always is...
looking back on my weekend I realize it will take a long time for me to process what I experienced... all I can say right now is that I  am overwhelmed by the love He sent my way from the moment I stepped on the first plane  until I left Buffalo Airport today....
it feels like God, my Abba Father picked me up in His arms and showered me with all the wonderful things I could ever imagine for the whole 5 days... I have never experienced such hospitality and sincere love from people that hardly knew me... special revelations from Him, tremendous Worship times, His people going out of their way to bless me...
after experiencing the way He looked after me and blessed me beyond belief I am more sure than before that He loves me and that He is indeed a trustworthy Father, friend and lover of my soul...
He has been revealing some things to me about the plans He has for me that have put my longings and occasional self pity into perspective... He IS in control of all things and His purpose can never be thwarted... by NO ONE.. leaving my children in His capable arms was not as hard as I had expected... and even if they might not quite experience Him the way I do (YET) He still is all that for them too..... all we will ever need..... #Blessedbeyondbelief