Despair.

sick

lonely

disappointed

abandoned

depressed

losing hope

tired of this all

where are You?

why a glimpse and then a "NO"?

more sadness

more disappointments

blessings?

really?

and then taken away

is it a game?

alone

trying so hard

failing

where are You??

you promised

you are in control

why not for me?

sad

lonely

sick

sick of it

hiding forever?

I wish

how come not for me?

not from the parents

not from the one who promised

when is it enough?

where are You???

how long?

but you are faithful

so I will praise you

because You are the Rock

I continue to put my trust in You

The End