Sunday, October 10, 2010
... I'll be forever yours....
...I really want to be positive... others have heard me saying I have a very good Ex husband... considering the circumstances this is the best girlfriend he could have... we are better friends now..our daughters spend more one on one time with him now than before....less stress in the home...freedom might even taste good for a moment..but then... then it comes back to one thing... He promised... He did. And he didn't keep that promise.. And the little girl in me that believes in people and promises just can't get over that...
My bestest ever Artist in the whole entire Universe :) ... Michael W. Smith... just came out with a new Album... so many most amazing songs on there...two are especially wonderful... wonderful and yet sooo painful right now. Anyone who knows me knows that even as a child I would listen to songs that made me sad over and over again, crying my eyes out and I guess processing my sadness... so, I am doing it again....those are the songs he wrote for his wife Debbie... you know, that's what I like about him as well, what an amazing Christian man and husband and father he is...
But anyways.. over the last week, when life has been especially tough again, and my Ex-husband once more has proven to me that he very much was worth me wanting to stick to it, stay with him and do everything in my power to make things work out...that he is a man that was worth me promising to love forever...he has been the one this week picking up the pieces for me ... how crazy is this...
My friends know that I have accepted what is going on, I am not trying to get back together, I don't think there is a possibility for that, on both sides... but the girl with the broken heart, the one that is still very sad that the promises that were made were broken.. that one, is having a hard time... and chooses, rather than trying to focus on other more encouraging things, to work through the pain, accept it and go with it... and Michael, I can count on him to have a song that speaks to me.. he has this one...
I'm swept away in this moment,
I hear your heartbeat next to mine,
My hands are trembling
it's overwhelming,
a whisper breaks through the silence,
a vow to test the breadth of time,
"Until forever, I'll be forever yours"
Not just tonight,
I'm by your side,
for all your life,
till death comes between us,
and the heavens steal you away,
I'll stay yours forever,
don't you worry, don't be afraid.
The heart can shift like a shadow,
the deepest passions start to wane,
stay ever tender,
never surrender..
Come waltz with me through the twilight,
and we will dance as seasons pass,
we'll move together,
I'll be forever yours.
So hold me tight, say you'll be mine,
for all your life...
till death comes between us,
and the heavens steal you away,
I'll stay yours forever,
don't you worry, don't be afraid.
Come what may..
So all we have is this moment,
but moments come and go so fast..
Until forever,
I'll be forever yours
there is no other,
I am forever yours.....
Told my girls that that's why the Lord has all these rules... don't be unequally yoked, no sex before marriage.... so that they won't find themselves committed to someone who is not committed to them....but rather find the man God has for them...
Maybe I will find this one day too???
My bestest ever Artist in the whole entire Universe :) ... Michael W. Smith... just came out with a new Album... so many most amazing songs on there...two are especially wonderful... wonderful and yet sooo painful right now. Anyone who knows me knows that even as a child I would listen to songs that made me sad over and over again, crying my eyes out and I guess processing my sadness... so, I am doing it again....those are the songs he wrote for his wife Debbie... you know, that's what I like about him as well, what an amazing Christian man and husband and father he is...
But anyways.. over the last week, when life has been especially tough again, and my Ex-husband once more has proven to me that he very much was worth me wanting to stick to it, stay with him and do everything in my power to make things work out...that he is a man that was worth me promising to love forever...he has been the one this week picking up the pieces for me ... how crazy is this...
My friends know that I have accepted what is going on, I am not trying to get back together, I don't think there is a possibility for that, on both sides... but the girl with the broken heart, the one that is still very sad that the promises that were made were broken.. that one, is having a hard time... and chooses, rather than trying to focus on other more encouraging things, to work through the pain, accept it and go with it... and Michael, I can count on him to have a song that speaks to me.. he has this one...
I'm swept away in this moment,I hear your heartbeat next to mine,
My hands are trembling
it's overwhelming,
a whisper breaks through the silence,
a vow to test the breadth of time,
"Until forever, I'll be forever yours"
Not just tonight,
I'm by your side,
for all your life,
till death comes between us,
and the heavens steal you away,
I'll stay yours forever,
don't you worry, don't be afraid.
The heart can shift like a shadow,
the deepest passions start to wane,
stay ever tender,
never surrender..
Come waltz with me through the twilight,
and we will dance as seasons pass,
we'll move together,
I'll be forever yours.
So hold me tight, say you'll be mine,
for all your life...
till death comes between us,
and the heavens steal you away,
I'll stay yours forever,
don't you worry, don't be afraid.
Come what may..
So all we have is this moment,
but moments come and go so fast..
Until forever,
I'll be forever yours
there is no other,
I am forever yours.....
Told my girls that that's why the Lord has all these rules... don't be unequally yoked, no sex before marriage.... so that they won't find themselves committed to someone who is not committed to them....but rather find the man God has for them...
Maybe I will find this one day too???
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