..You are well acquainted with my grief...

found a new fav song... I think they are amazing.. 

Leeland... a band out of.... : NASHVILLE..... 

who would have thought.. 

one of the members of the band is Jack Mooring, Whitney's ( MWS eldest daughter's) husband... 

yes... very talented... very deep.... speaks to my soul....

Fear is far from love

And I feel scared enough

To think You’ve given up on me

But I can’t hide my shame

You know my deepest pain

You are well acquainted with my grief

Oh great God of power

I have lost my strength

This is my desperate hour

I’m calling out Your name

I cry

Are You out there tonight

Or am I all alone

This time it’s the fight of my life

So I cry

I can’t do this on my own

I can’t do this on my own

I am giving You control

If weakness is a crown

Then I kneel before You now

And lay it at Your feet as an offering

And if You hold everything

Then don’t let go of me

Hide me in the shadow of Your wings

Oh great God of power

I have lost my strength

This is my desperate hour

I’m calling out Your name

Are you out there tonight?

I can't do this alone....

this is not my most desperate hour, thanks be to Him... but I am always desperate for Him... because there is NOTHING I can do on my own.. it seems when one thing is working well there are 5 other areas that fall apart at the same time..

being the "emotionally sensitive" person that I am I just think my skin is a bit thin... being called to serve in front-line ministry is very rewarding, but very difficult as well... seeing all the brokenness so clearly... it breaks my heart.. ALL THE TIME..... thankful to be able to offer some support and relief... I am still heartbroken, even discouraged at times.... it is just not supposed to be like that.....

what could anyone ever hope to accomplish to help those in need without the "Great God of Power".... so thankful I know Him...  with Him all things are possible... with Him, the Mountain Mover, nothing is big enough to take away hope... calling out... wondering if He is out there.. I KNOW, beyond a shadow of a doubt He is actually right here.... clinging to Him for my personal needs as much as for everyone I know that needs Him... holding on to Him with the last little bit of strength I have... desperately.... and then, I realize.. it is Him who is holding me #Amazinglove