...broken hearts making history????

...Pippi Longstocking said something very wise one day.. "you get to hear a lot before your ears fall off"...

soooo  true.................... heard some more, yesterday... I am a fanatic and a dangerous combination of emotionally sensitive and very intelligent... wow... I am someone who buries her teeth in a bone and won't let go... hmmmmmm........

compliments???? or painful daggers.... not meant as daggers and still...fanatic, I argued, should really be passionate... but then, I was told, I was naive... so... what can I say... I am who God made me to be..

despite the hurt, the neglect and the abuse of my childhood, the blatant narcissism of significant male figures in my life He has made me into exactly who I am meant to be...

Is it true today that when people pray

Cloudless skies will break,

Kings and queens will shake?

Yes, it's true, and I believe it,

I'm living for You.

I'm gonna be a history maker in this land.

I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind.

I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run into Your arms,

Into Your arms again,

Into Your arms, into Your arms again.

Is it true today, that when people pray

We'll see dead men rise,

And the blind set free?

Yes, it's true, and I believe it,

I'm living for You. 

Is it true today, that when people stand

With the fire of God and the truth in hand,

We'll see miracles, we'll see angels sing,

We'll see broken hearts making history?

Yes, it's true, and I believe it.

I'm living for you.

( Martin Smith, History Maker)

ministering / sharing truth with family... very hard.. but I am called to stand, with the power of truth in my hand... I have wrestled and I have achieved something monumental... the person has agreed to read the four accounts of the Gospel.... and I have promised to keep my mouth shut if he will not encounter my God in there....  so there....

The Father has decided for me to be here, at this time, in this place, with this broken and damaged heart to be a history maker... pouring my love and my essence out to those that cross my path.. at Hope for Life, at the grocery store or in "family meetings".......... exhausting, yeah, sometimes, but so worth it... because, what would be better than living for HIM... I can't think of anything..... :)